They've only spent 45 minutes of this new year. And
. I did not eat grapes, not go out with my bags, nor flung lentils as I suggested the last day of 2009. Just went outside to see what they looked like the first minutes of 2010 ... walking alone, while the chanting was heard to close and Ebrard fireworks in the distance.
Yes I also know that the new year is of pachanga and bars and crowds and suck and others ... but this year was different and deserved, not a party, but a peculiar conclusion. Celebrate
I live alone in an apartment that took me years to find; where I wanted, as I wanted. Glad that I am celebrating it with dinner that I prepared with this tintito I'm going to finish by myself, doing what pleases me and posting ( because it feels like I ) in the first minutes of this year. Celebrate
that I have to wear pants or green red or yellow or blue; by the simple fact that I have you by my side, that after so long, I found , I have a job I love, surrounded by people I love and who loves me, that these two gave me life and made me who I am, follow me and continue to share spring rolls, chop suey and other foods china in our "food New Year. "
glad today that every morning of 2009 I had reasons to start my day happy and grateful.
And I know, as I read what I wrote above, I'm being nauseatingly corny, positive, but not Hallmarkesco ... I care because it addresses the purpose and principles.
is knowing how to follow and what to leave in the way, what to forget and hold on, to whom and who keep saying goodbye to your side.
In 2010 no scares me as I scared 2009. I'm sure the nice surprises are just around the corner, there will be more kisses, more Starbucks, more laughter, more lines, more rallies, more friends, more cigars, more movies, more wins, more joy in my people.
This year will change and will change many things.
This year will be the things that disturb me or occupy space in my life ... as these posts from my blog to tell them goodbye.
is the end of many things and I do not like initially with great fanfare to many others that I like best.
This year I regain myself.
glad my life. Glad that I have what I have and I have to whom I have with me.
Cheers and a great year. 
